Am so confused........!!!?

hi all please i need a quick help....i was with this guy for the last 6 years he loves me to death n i know that he loves me so much n i love him too recently his behavious started to change due to the current economic situation he started to become distante and confused....recently his mom was seriously ill at that time he was acting weird and he said he needs to stop the relation ship and all so he went to get a treatment for his mom abroad since he was acting weird i changed my phone and stayed no contact for 7 weeks,,,,recently i sent him a letter together with some stuffs i bought for his mom the letter was so calm i only wrote abt our sweet past times and if he wants us to b together again i will give him a week and he can contact me he won`t contact me means he has moved on i just put everything in his office while he was not around the whole week he didn`t react then since my inside was disturbing i went to see him in person n talk out everything the following day after the deadline date i gave him,,,i did this coz i felt guilt that i was not there for him while his mom was sick(even if he was cold), i hide myself without telling him we r on break, he is always the one who tries to make up n who beggs me whenever we arrgue so i went there n found him in his office he was really surprised we hugged and he told me he was reply`n me i made him to talk but he said he doesn`t want a relationship indeed i deserve a goodman n i should start dating he was crying while saying this he said he loves me still to death he misses me but since his mom and dad`s condition is not good and since the economy is falling down he needs to stay away from me i tried to make him agree that we can work out things together but the more i talk to him the more he stayed persistent he was crying hard though,,,,he wore the shirt i gave him btw, n he still carries the pix we took together in his wallet,,,he said he used to go to some places where we used to go together n cried alot....i asked him if he is seeing someone but he said noway n he swore abt it but one day i saw him with a girl ping by i don`t know what to beleive we used to meet everyday now he said we can meet once in a month or a week or sth but to call eachother....one thing am not sure abt whether he is seeing anyone or not but he said i can call him anytimeagain he seems too interesting in me coz he was down while i walked in his office writing me letter if he was not interested he wouldn`t have tried to write me a word so am guessing it is because i went there after i told him it will be over mayb he expected me to call and write him over and over or sth....oh no i hate myself for going to see him now i feel that he won`t send the letter as it was originally written he will edit it coz i showed him that i wil b zer for him n that i love him wecan work things out blah blah....what shall i do to show him i have moved on or sth so that he will b needy n all over on me again please am confused.....