I got my stupid period today. I need someone to talk to who understands. Are you like me and need a confidant?

My husband and I have been ttc for 2 years. Even though I think it every month, I REALLY thought this was my month... I should have gotten my period earlier this week so today I was starting to get my hopes up. BUT, it reared just it's ugly head. I just started crying... I've been dreaming about how perfect it would've been to take a pregnancy test just in time for Christmas. I am so bummed. I don't have any friends that understand... they all had no trouble starting their perfect beautiful families. Maybe there is someone who would be willing to be friends via email?